Biggest Loser

Here we are in the middle of week 7 of the biggest Loser. This might be the last week,not to sure yet but I am ready for it to end. As of our last weigh in I have lost 33 pounds. I am relly proud of myself, but it is getting hard to take the comments. I knew some of the ladies I was doing this with were getting upset because I kept winning, but it was all confirmed today when I got blames for more than one persons giving up. It is a had concept for me because if I want simething bad enough I try harder I don't give up. I guess that is the competiveness in me. It takes some of the sweetness of the victory away. But I have to say seeing the scale each week makes it worth it every time I get up at 4:50 in the morning or every time in the last couple of weeks when I have been to many birthday parties, baby showers and what have you where there has beeb dessert served or when Evan has wanted to go and eat and I have taken my own food along. I am ready for this to be over so that I can slow down and enjoy the ride and see if I can continue to do this without a "contest". I am scared that I won't be as motivated but I have a few people who I am still going to accountable to so hopefully that will help. If you see me in the next couple of weeks and think about it Ask how I am doing. I feel like I am going home from the comfort of the "ranch" and its routine. Can i really keep this up?